Gastrik

selepas aku terpaksa mc 2 hari sbb gastrik, baru aku ngaku aku ada gastrik..haha..
siot aa..kene jaga makan ni aku tak berapa suka sangat
tp nk buat camne..aku tak tahan siot setiap kali kalau kena
tp aku jarang kena..tu psl slalu aku buat tatau jer..

lepas tu balik melaka hari tu kena lecture la ngan mak aku..
dia suruh makan madu setiap pagi (mana nk dpt ni??)
lepas tu dia kata tokley makan keras keras..
err..takley pedas pedas cam mkn cili padi tu (aiseh..sedap ni :D)
lagi satu penyebab gastrik yg aku baru tau ari tu ialah emotion
buatnya ari tu ko sakit hati/sedih/marah sangat, kemungkinan besar kau akan kene gastrik
itu yg aku alami smalam..heh..
smalam aku alami salah satu dr emosi kat atas tu :)
senang jer cara nk atasi yg ni
buat buat sibuk, jgn terlalu fikirkan sesuatu masalah tu, just ignore it for a while, bersabar
hehe..cara dia senang..nak buat tu agak susah
tp nak buat cemana..bersabar jer la
mungkin ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni

the way i see it, if you want the rainbow you gotta put up with the rain - Dolly Parton :D

Bil Telefon

baru aku tau kenapa bil aku naik lately
rupanya rate sms dah naik (inter-operator) dari 15sen ke 20sen..ampeh tul
lepas tu rate call pun naik gak..:(

slalu bil aku tak sampai 100 pun..tu la main sms jer keje :D

sedih

pagi pagi ni aku dah sedih sebab
aku bangun teringat psl aku mimpi ada org ckp ada kawan dia baru balik umrah..bwk air zam² dan lelain (kurma etc)
tp bila aku breakfast aku nmpak kurma, kacang cerdik, air zam zam atas meja
sedih sebab..teringin nak pegi........

The Prince and Me

Smalam aku tgk citer Prince and Me lakonan actress peberet: Julia Stiles.
best gak..romantik..lagi lagi bab pegang tangan kt library tu..hahahah
cantik lak julia lam citer tu..baju baju dia masa dia dok kat castle la
sedikit synopsis:
Paige Morgan, student chemist kut..dia bercita cita nk jadi doc..tu yg study giler hard.
Prince Edward lak suka poya-poya even dia tu would be the next king of Denmark
satu hari prince tu gi ke wincousin(tpt tinggal paige) sbb tgk iklan tak senonoh kat tv..(dia nk pi cuba la)
sampai kat sana, dia try kt paige..per lagi ngamuk la pompuan tu..
then next day rupanya si eddy ni partner lab ngan paige
bermula la perkenalan yg tak dirancang antara diorang..falls in love..some romantic parts..and comes to a decision whether paige wants to continue her ambition to become a doctor or get married with eddy and become the queen of denmark
emm..i gave 3.5 stars from 5 :D

*masa tengok citer ni teringat lak my prince..hahaha

Nobel Prize Centennial Exhibition

13hb hari tu aku pegi pusat sains.
tak sempat nk update blog time tu
aku masuk f.r.e.e sebab member aku keje situ hehe
ada pameran nobel sempena 100 tahun penubuhan
eh cam persatuan lak ada penubuhan
hehe..maksudnya dah 100 thn anugerah nobel ni sejak 1901
Diasaskan dari wasiat Alfred Nobel, seorang jutawan yg terkenal dgn ciptaan dinamitnya yg mahu duit dia dilaburkan dan duit faedah yg didapati dr pelaburan tu digunakan sbg duit hadiah Anugerah Nobel
(sebab dia takde waris nk wariskan duit dia yg byk tu :D)
Dlm wasiat dia ada 5 kategori- Physics (Fizik), Chemistry (Kimia), Physiology or Medicine (Fisiologi/Perubatan), Literature (Kesusasteraan) dan Peace (Keamanan). Kategori Economics (Ekonomi) ditambah kemudian.
Antara rakyat Malaysia yg dpt pencalonan Nobel ni ialah Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim utk kategori Keamanan
Pameran berakhir pada 27 Jun ni. Hari terakhir nanti penerima anugerah bagi semua kategori akan hadir.
Jadi jangan lepaskan peluang melawat pameran yg 100 kali jer buat ni :D
Semua barangan didatangkan khas dari Sweden
Setiap Sabtu masuk f.r.e.e dari kol 5pm - 9 pm
Pusat Sains dibuka seawal 9 pagi
okeh.."datang la beramai ramai" :D

mc-relek-cuti-lepak

walaupun aku mc..tp aku tetap pegi shopping..haha
memang la ada org akan berkata-kata
"aku sengaja amik mc sbb nak berjalan-jalan"
well..first thing, aku tak reti nk mintak mc kalo aku tak sakit
dan aku rasa aku mampu nk pegi kluar jenjalan waktu aku mc..aku kluar jer la..sbb aku rasa aku takde masa lain nk uruskan hal aku tu
kelebihan MC ni aku dpt balik melaka awal sket :D
masa kat melaka aku amik peluang `balun` rambutan kat blakang umah aku
dgn kasut askar ayah aku..aku usung beg plastik besar dan amik `gunting pokok` dan menuju ke pokok rambutan kat blakang umah aku..
ada 3-4 pokok yg dah berbuah..2 drpnya rambutan merah..
pergh byk giler yg merah lak tu..abeh tangan aku sakit sakit kene gigit semut..hehe
tak sedar plastik dah penuh. aku seret jer beg plastik tu sampai ke pintu blakang..lepas tu lepak situ makannn ajer..
mujur tak kena sakit perut..hehe
esoknya pi lepak kat pangkin bawah pokok mangga tu pulak ngan adik aku..sambil makan rambutan lagi..hee
memang best cuti kali ni! :D

PoA: A second review

i dont know why i`m doing a second review..hehe..
macam tak cukup²..ni dah kira fanatik dah ni
bukan kira citer best ke tak best..hehe
well..after err 4 times i watched this movie..(and can survive thru another one :D) i realise that Harry's past background hadn`t quite discover in this movie..
maksud aku maklumat pasal harry tak byk diketahui dlm movie ni
cth cam movie 1st, Harry dpt tau dia wizard, mak ayah dia kena bunuh ngan voldemort, dia somehow survive from voldemort, and his father had an Invisibility Cloack and dia dpt album gambar parents dia
In the 2nd movie, harry knew he is parsel tongue sbb masa voldemort touch dia, he accidently pass some of his power to harry
3rd movie, dia dpt tau sirius black is his godfather, lupin, sirius dan peter adalah kawan baik bapak dia dulu. lagi satu tertinggal, ayah dia pun animagus (stag) iaitu bentuk patronus harry. DAN dalam movie tak dijelaskan camne plak si peter yg khianat james n lily padahal sumer org tau hanya sirius yg tau mana tpt persembunyian james n lily potter.
kan ke citer movie berkenaan harry potter..mesti lah citer psl harry potter ye tak? :D
aa..i remember that on the very first day i watched this movie there were 2 scenes that made me cry..ehe
maybe sbb kesian kat harry yatim piatu..kene dok ngan pakcik yg tak best..ada godfather..tp takley dok ngan dia plak sbb dlm pelarian..

ok la enuff la bout harry..lebey lebey lak aku sampai 2 kali buat review..hehe

Minggu MC

2 minggu kebelakangan ni aku asik mc..
dah nak sakit nak buat cemana..hehe
dah la takde org amik tau lak tu..huhuhu
minggu lepas aku mc sebab gastrik
minggu ni sebab sakit mata
cam bagus jer..
mujur la keje tak banyak sangat

doc yg baik hati telah memberi aku mc selama 3 hari
jadi aku pun per lagi..chow balik melaka la
uruskan apa yg patut
susah la aku kat kl, mak aku kat mlk..
nk bincang bincang susah..hehe

dan aku juga mc dari blog nampaknya
i`m gonna do a second review on Prisoner of Azkaban
maybe later
hopefully next week i`m gonna be well :D

Berhenti Berharap

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Even if you are smiling, people never really know whether your heart smiles along or cry

Harry Potter and the Prosoner of Azkaban: A Review

seperti dijanjikan:

pengarah alfonso gagal mengadaptasi sepenuhnya hasil karya JK Rowling ke movie
sorry la tapi tu yg aku rasa lepas aku pi tgk citer ni 3 jun lepas.
walaupun certain parts ok..tp aku rasa kalo org yg tak baca buku ni mesti konpius dan rasa rentak cerita ni cepat sangat dan byk tanda tanya sepanjang movie ni
aku sedih gak derang tak tunjuk HP jenjalan kat Diagon Alley..camne gaknya pasar tu kan..
lepas tu Gryffindor menang Qudditch Cup pun takde..(part ni yg paling exciting skali aku baca :D)
lagi satu 'how to tackle a boggart'
hehe..
mmg betul boggart akan menyerupai mende yg paling ko takut skali
itu kalao kau face to face dgn dia sorang
dlm buku, prof lupin ada menerangkan menghadapi boggart akan jadi lebey senang kalo in group
sbb nanti boggart konpius dia nk transform ke mana satu..sbb ramai sangat dan each one of them for sure takut different objects
dan sebelum boggart tu dilepaskan keluar prof lupin suruh students dia beratur so boggart tu akan tukar ikut turn bebudak tu la..(eh aku rasa cam tak paham lak apa yg aku tulis ni)
lepas neville dah transform 'prof boggart snape' into 'grandma-version-of-prof-boggart-snape'
boggart tu tak la konpius lama kat situ (mcm dlm movie)
tapi boggart tu terus beralih ke next student
ni ler cara boggart face with MANY people at once
mende yg parvati takut ialah mummy
n dementors tak sempat keluar sbb lupin tak kasi boggart tu face with Harry
masa tu Harry bengang gak sbb dia ingat lupin rasa dia tu lemah (sbb pengsan kat ketapi)

part buckbeak nk kene trial lepas tu execute tu pun aku konpius..
sbb takde hagrid terangkan kat bebudak 3 org tu (HP, Hermione, Ron) yg dia ngan buckbeak kene pi court, lucious malfroy suruh bunuh jer hippogrif tu dan ada hagrid pi buat rayuan, hermione dan lelain pi study kt library nk search for any case regarding hippogriff attack utk tolong Hagrid

lagi satu masa HP pi cari peter pettigrew dlm peta tu..kan terjumpa ngan snape.lepas tu lupin plak muncul. lepas tu lupin ada ckp.."i am surprise that u do not turn this map to me!"
so how exactly does lupin know it is a MAP?
and how does he knows the word to open and close the MAP?
hee..apa la..
merss moony, padfoot, prong and wormtail
di mana..moony is RJ Lupin (moon as to werewolf..remember?), padfoot is Sirius Black (dog animagi)
prong is James Potter (stag animagi-this is the patronus form of which both harry and his father had cast) and lastly wormtail is Peter Pettigrew (rat animagi)
YES, they are best friends in their school days but pettigrew sold his soul to voldemort.
disebabkan derang ni best friend la si James, sirius ngan peter blajar pasal animagi sesenyap supaya setiap kali lupin tukar jadi werewolf diorang pun tukar jadi binatang gak n teman lupin kat shreaking shrek.
aa..one more thing dlm filem tk tunjuk ada satu button kat whomping willow tree yg kalo ditekan akan menyebabkan willow berenti dan tak melibas org (sekejap jer la)

pasal firebolt plak..dlm filem dia tunjuk last skali..HP dpt new broom..the fastest broom in wizarding world..tapi in book dia dpt firebolt lepas peristiwa nimbus2000 dia abeh patah sumer..
as a cristmas gift..
tp hermione pi bagitau kat mcgonagal sbb dia rasa yg firebolt tu dihantar oleh sirius..so broom tu diamik utk diperiksa oleh prof flitwick kot kot ada jinx kat broom tu (kan semua org percaya sirius is after HP)
lama jugak sampai nk dekat seminggu b4 final quidditch

oh ya dia tak mention camne sirius tau mana nk cari peter. kalo ko prasan masa ron, harry ngan hermione jumpa balik kat diagon alley, ron ada tunjuk Daily Prophet, ada gambar dia n family kat depan piramid. Actually ayah ron menang duit cabutan bertuah so derang habiskan cuti skolah tu ngan pi lawat bill kat egypt. dan gambar tu (bersama scabbers) masuk sokabar.n sirius bila tgk gambar tu dia terus recognize tikus tu as peter sbb satu jari dia missing.

oh ya..apa jadi ngan prof trelawney premonition?

banyak lagi la kalo nk dikupas satu satu scene tu..cuma cam tak puas hati sangat la..kalo dlm previous 2 films tak byk beza ngan dlm buku..ada la dia skip details..tp yg PoA ni..cam dh tukar byk..dan kesinambungan antara scene tu tak ada.walaupun ada gak part klakar dlm film ni.ok la gak

penggambaran utk GoF dah start mac ke mei lepas. director pun org lain..hopefully best la outcome dia..sbb buku 4 ni aku paling suka antara 5 buku ni. and also there is cho chang..pompuan yg harry suka..heh..buat la 3 jam pun tak apa asalkan outcome dia sangat best dan tak menghampa kan..
apa apa pun..utk PoA ni aku kasi 3 bintang out of 5 bley la..pegi ler tgk :D

Baru

ok selain dari skin baru, aku dah tukar size gambar
supaya ringan bila nk load
dan juga reset balik my comment window..
alamak..sape sape dah comment tu gomenasai..(macam la ada org komen sangat :D)
aku jugak dah buang lagu so7
apa lagi aa..
aa..sidebar tu ada changes sket..
bagi la cadangan apa nk letak kat tepi tu

skin baru ni seasonal jer..nanti tukar lain plak :D

oh ya..ada soundtrack PoA hee..stay for a while and u`ll hear it

lia

Lia dah berenti keje kat telekom hari rabu hari tu
aku tak sempat jumpa last minit sbb mc
takpe la ari sabtu ni jumpa insyaAllah
bosannya lia takde :D

skin baru

aku dah tengok PoA smalam! best best best
tapi ada byk dlm buku tak keluar
nanti aku citer kemudian
skang ni..blog dah skin baru
tahniah viz :D

Bosan

arghh..bosan giler minggu ni
(salah satu tanda that i need a vacation)
tp tu la masalahnya aku kekurangan hari utk bercuti
memang one of my escape point ialah pegi bercuti
ataupun amik cuti gi balik kg
escape from KL and from work
and also from people that (sometimes) annoyed me
i dreamt of going to umi (that`s japanese word for LAUT)
aah..the breeze..eish..seriously
with no work to work, no car somemore..hmm
and people..and somebody..huhuhuh tensi tensi

eh? is it time for my pms? erk..no lah! i just feel damn bored..!
dont know what to do
my annual leave is only 18 days left and i need another 3 days to make a month..err..i mean i want to take off for a month..
the whole december! haha
possibility to take CUTI TANPA GAJI is likely possible here..
i want to take off tomorrow la..isk..can or not?
so that i dont have to balik kampung by bus..
uhuhu..hate bus..i like to drive
drive anywhere lah!
umm..i think i`m a bit senget today (@_@)

hmm..let see..if tomorrow cuti then..left only 17 days..
emm..then i want to take another one (register for income tax..ergh)
that makes only 16 left..hee..very terribly SIKIT

i like to take risk..heh
very like like heee :D
urgh..then there are so many things to think about..to plan
aa..such a headache
this BIG thing must be planned carefully..bcoz it effects others
relatives and future relatives
ergh..i dont know what i should expect from all this
hmm
doctor? what do ya think?
hee..i think i need that holiday
need my mum here..HELP!

aa..so damn cold here!
...
sape la yg tamak econ ni la..
tingkat 4 ni human sumernye bukan machine..!!

Sampah

Ari ni masa aku baca posting pasal banjir di KL kat BDN
ada org mention pasal org KL buang sampah
teringat aku pasal org yg suka buang sampah merata-rata ni
dah dua kali aku nampak org buang tiket bas sukati jiwa dia jer
satu buang bila kaki jejak tanah
satu lagi buang masa nk turun
apsal la tak reti nk buang dlm tong sampah ek

lagi satu aku takley la nengok org buang sampah keluar dari kenderaan memasing
hee..memang mengotorkan jalan raya jer
takde kesedaran sivik la..!

p/s: aku penah lipat lipat tiket bas jadi bentuk baju dan selitkan kat tpt duduk
hee..itu kreatif ke takde kesedaran sivik? :D

hampa

smalam aku hampa.. heh
bas kol 7.15 takde, 7.30 takde akhirnya kol 7.45 baru ada
memang hampeh
tapi takpe sebab mlm nanti aku akan jumpa dia

smalam aku hampa
sebab ramai tak dtg opis..
bosan..opis sunyi sepi
balik sorang sorang
tapi takpe
malam kang ley jumpa dia

rumet aku ckp nk pi pasar malam
yer betul la tu sebab brg dapur dah abeh
n one more thing aku nk beli makanan berbuka
sebab malam ni tak jadi
biasa la org bekerja tak ikut time
on demand basis
org byk kerja memang macam tu
ok takpe
tapi hampa la jugak :(

aku balik rumah naik bas smalam
sampai rumah tgk rumet tgh tido
ok..takpe..tido la..kejap lagi dia bangun kut
hakikatnya aku dah takde selera nk makan
rumetku bangun setelah aku berbuka dengan segelas air
iaitu jam 7.21
aku makan 3 keping roti and that's it
selera makan dah tertutup
mungkin sebab aku hampa
kecewa? hmm..is it another word for 'hampa'?

lepas solat jam 8 dia call..ajak pegi
tapi aku taknak..ke tak boley? taknak dan tak boleh kut
dia tanya dah makan ke? masalahnya aku dah takley makan..takde selera
aku tau dia marah..dia jugak kecewa dan hampa
lepas tu rumet lak ajak gi pasar malam
aku kata aku nk tengok fear factor
aku tau dia kecewa bila dengar aku cakap camtu
kak mah tanya nk pi pasar malam ke nk makan nasi sebab dia nk masak lebih
aku ckp takpe..aku takmo makan
err..tatau kak mah hampa ke kecewa..
bila derang makan nasi..derang ajak aku skali
takley la..:) aku pun gi solat n tido
waktu tu baru jam 9.30 :)

permulaan hari aku kecewa dan hampa
dan kesudahannya aku telah mengecewakan dan menghampakan org lain
two of my closest person
i shouldnt do that..but that`s what happen
i cannot give any specific reason
and still i dont feel like eating something
until this morning
itu pun sebab aku dah habiskan tenaga masa pagi pagi tu

maafkan aku
itu la yg jadi bila harapan aku pada hari tu tinggal harapan jer
aku tak salahkan sape sape
sebab tu aku mintak maaf
adakah moral of the day "we cannot hope"?

Cekelat

ari tu ada org kasi aku coklat..
smalam pun ada jugak
tapi masalahnya coklat tu aku takley makan
aku tgk kat giant ari tu ada tanda halal
ops..lupa nk tengok halal from JAKIM ke apa ke
tapi ada bahan ni-->E476
iaitu ada unsur haram dimakan iaitu dari unsur binatang (yg dikhuatiri cara penyembelihannya)
itu aku dpt from several emails n from my parents
bila kita dah was-was perkara paling baik ialah tinggalkan terus
betul tak?
jadi aku tatau apa nk buat ngan cekelat ni..byk lak tu :-/

here are some searching that i did:
Search Engine: Google
1. Word: E476
Result:

Also known as 'polyglycerol esters of polycondensed fatty acids of castor oil' as it is produced from castor oil and glycerol esters.

Can be found in low fat spreads and dressings and cocoa-based, chocolate confectionery.

It is used to help reduce the viscosity of molten chocolate, so improving the fluidity and enabling thinner coatings. Also helps chocolate set where water is present e.g. chocolate ice creams. Often used in conjunction with Lecithin (E322).

Vegetarians should note that although industrial manufacturing based on propylene or sugar accounts for a large percentage of glycerol production it can be obtained as a by-product in making soap from animal and vegetable fats and oils.

Website: E476

2. I`ve made a search in thesaurus.com and also in dictionary.com to find out what is actually castor and i found out that it actually means fur from beaver

3. From UK Food guide with the same searching word (E476), the result was likely as the first website i found on what is actually 'E476'. Moreover it was used mainly in cakes and chocolates:

Mainly used in icings, toppings and in cake mixes (to control fat crystallisation). Can be found in low fat spreads and dressings and cocoa-based, chocolate confectionery. Also in spreadable fats having a fat content of 41% or less, similar spreadable products with a fat content of less than 10% fat , and dressings

4. Word: E476 and halal
Results: From HalalConsumers.com(UK society) claims that:

The Halal Symbol CANNOT be used for any products containing the following:
7. THE FOLLOWING "E" ADDITIVES:

E120, E140, E141, E153, E160a, E252, E471, E472, E473, E474, E475, E476, E477, E481, E482, E483, 478, 491, 492, 493, 494, 495, 542, 570, 572, 631, 635, 640, 904, 920

Unless of course any of these additives are derived from plants. Note: Any number with no E means that the additive has been approved by the UK, but not yet by the European Community.

5. Another UK website also state that E476 is among the 'E' additives that are not halal. This website also contains other products' ingredients that are haram such as Gelatine (from animal), rennet (from animal), some cakes, drinks, snacks, chocolates etc. You should read this website! This website also suggest that any foods for vegetarians (NO animal content) are definitely halal unless it contains alcohol.

6. I`m sorry that i cannot find any article in Malaysia's website regarding this matter. All i can find is a discussion board discussing `bout this matter. Pls click here to read the postings.

There you go..hmm..mostly the website that i found are UKs. Wonder if there is any websites in Malaysia to explains this additives. Anybody?

I hope u guys would be very careful in future when buying any products specially foods. Allah had said in the Quran:

"O you people! Eat of what is on earth, lawful and clean..."(Quran 2:168)

"O ye who believe! Eat of the good things wherewith We have provided you, and render thanks to Allah if it is (indeed) He whom ye worship" (2:172).

"And eat not of that whereon Allah's name hath not been mentioned, for lo! it is abomination. Lo! the devils do inspire their minions to dispute with you. But if ye obey them, ye will be in truth idolaters" (6:121).

and His messanger prophet Muhammad sallallahu`alaihiwassalam said:

"Use whatever causes blood to flow, and eat the animals if the Name of Allah has been mentioned on slaughtering them..." (Bukhari).

it definitely, clearly stated that any animal slaughtered without mentioning the Name of Allah (unlawful) are forbidden to eat. And Allah and Rasul only want the best for us :)

I know that i just copy paste any articles/Quran/Hadith but as long as what i want to say reached you guys, then what the heck! :D
Be careful on what you eat as it would become your blood and your up brought..

fewh! an 80% english entry! eheh
should do this more often ;)